Decisions.

Escrever por escrever.

Nunca para deixar de ser.

 

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Decisões. Decisões. Decisions.

Meu mundo é repleto de decisões, sendo feitas a todo tempo.

Mas o que me leva a decidir? 

Vejo exatamente o que é errado e o que é certo. Meu cérebro diz algo, mas vem essa vontade do nada de escolher a outra opcão..... aaaaah porque?

Decisões. Decisões. Decisions.

Help needed.

I need help. 

I get help from my career adviser. I get help from my teachers. I get help from the elevator in my building and the cafeteria lady serving me food. I get help from Johnny Walker when I had a long day, from Jose Cuervo when I need to get away, and from my friends when nothing seems to go my way. 

But why is it so hard to admit? 

A promise to self

In this crazy hectic world, how much is a promise to ourselves worth? 

Just think about it. 

I promise I will go to the gym tomorrow morning. I promise to watch less netflix? I WILL study for the next test. This time will be different. This year will be different.

How often do we actually accomplish the things that we promise to ourselves? How come a promise to someone else somehow seems more important than a promise to the person who matters the most? 

I have been doing my 30 day challenges for about 3 years now. In these challenges, I choose something that I have always wanted to do, and try it out, for 30 days. 

The 30 day challenge for this month was to write everyday. This is day 7, and I already missed out twice. 

If I can't stay true to myself, how am I gonna stay true to the people I love?